The end!

So I have to realize life is back to normal, it was all just like a dream, a good dream who gave me a lot! But this is the end of the chapter. Even if I never will let anyone of thoose I love go. And I will always keep that beautiful city in my heart!

I hate the Swedish me, and I don´t want to be her. I´ll try to change her.
Until I´m done there will be no blog, but I´ll tell you when I´m ready.

I miss you all so much, belive me!
Don´t ever forget me, Sweden is your party girl forever!

Take care <3

Besitos y amor de Elvira! <3

"Home"

Back in Sweden, and nothing could feel more strange. Am I home? Is this home? Sitting in my own home talking about my home. But it´s two different homes and I will never let any of them go. Bilbao is missed already! It´s just such a different life, and I thought that I will be that person I became there when I come back but I just can´t life is to normal here.

So here I am waiting for christmas.. After a long day of travelling since both of my flights were really delayed, one night at Gothia Towers, a perfect day with my love in Göteborg with Liseberg and some shopping, meeting a lot of friends, some "Fika" and a new cellphone!!! (but still life isn´t perfect).

I know I can´t handle this for to long.. I need to go. I need to find home, for real! I hate this I´m back to "normal" and nothings ever happends then...

The plane took off and my love went with it.
The chilly wind whipped my both cheeks hard.
And the man next to me said 'Everything is gonna be alright'.
I said 'Nothing is gonna be alright, but thank you anyway'.
And then I saw your face in the airplane window.
I waved my hands and I shouted to you:

Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you tonight


Os echo de menos!!!!

Besos Elvira!

Walking in a winter wonderland!

So here it is, the feeling I'm been waiting for so long. On sunday (on Lucia) I went to Vitoria with Finn. He's just always there for me... Everyone else what aslepp. We were walking around and finally we decided to head of to a cafe with glasses all around. It was like sitting outsing and then suddenly it startedt to... SNOW! They were playing christmas songs and it snowed, and I think that was exactly like being in heaven! I just love Vitoria!

So no I have two nights left, only two. And then, P finally booked the hotel in Göteborg so I won't be home until saturday evening, but then I'll really be home.

No I just have a few more things to pack, and tonight I'm having a dinner with more or less all my friends. Thursday evening I'll spend with the family and that's it.

Happy Birthday Jane, we are thinking about you! :)

Besos Elvira!

So here we are at last!

My last weekend is here, and I really hope it will be great. It full of plans and things I wanna do before I leave and on sunday is it Lucia (a swedish tradition)so I hope we will celebrate it :) I have glogg!! It will be great!

I have one, only one more week, this is the time when you just feel that to day could be the day, my bag is prepared with all the things I won't use here anymore but still want`s to bring and with some christmas gifts ofcourse.

It hurts so much but everything is going to be alright!
I don't wanna leave you guys but still I wanna go home.

And btw it wasn't "la gripe A" just the fever.. But still if I'm having the fever now, I could just die ;)..

7 days!

Besos Elvira!

Gripe A!

Dags for lite svenska tror jag. Igar sabbades alla mina planer nar pojken an en gang var sjuk och jag fick ga och hamta honom pa dagis. Han har nu ganska sa hog feber och mamman berattade att tva av de andra barnen pa dagis ligger pa sjukhuset med influensan. Hoppas verkligen inte att han har smittats. Och hoppas verkligen inte jag har smittats. Jag vill inte ha nagon mer av deras ackliga sjukdomar och speciellt inte min sista helg.

Har aven examen pa mandag och kanner att jag inte kommer att klara den. Nar har jag tankt att jag ska plugga?? Det finns ingen tid. I helgen vill jag bara chilla, festa, dansa, och kanske ta mig en liten tur nagonstans. Bilbao livet lider mot sitt slut. Och nar vi var ute i mandagsnatt sa gjorde det sa ont i mig varje gang vi delade nagot internt. Vem ska forsta mig dar hemma?

Forresten nar jag var i Algorta for nagra veckor sedan traffade vi en sjukt konstig gubbe. Efter ett tagsa insag han att jag var fran Sverige och da borjade han att prata Svenska. Dar hade han bott, i Stockholm och sedan hade han flyttat ner till Danmark och spleat i Jesus Christ Superstar. Weirdo, var vad det var och jag har en dalig bild pa honom i min mobil med. Det blir till att visa er nagon dag!

Jag har manga saker jag glomt att beratta om men de far kanske sparas i mitt minne. Tror inte riktigt ni forstar det roliga i att bestalla un corazon blanco och expiditen tittar konstigt pa dig och fragar "¿una plamera de coco?" jupp var det inte det jag sa. Nej jag tankte val det ni forstar inte.

Forresten var jag och Angelica upp i bergen i helgen, som forovrigt var en riktigt lang helg, som garna hade fatt vara langre. Det var tufft att se hela Bilbao pa en och samma gang! Nu sitter jag mest bara och deppar for att jag inte kan ta mig in pa Msn och ingen ar inne pa Skype. Skit ocksa min enda timme vid datorn!

P, hur gar det?

Ha en bra dag och en bra tid, vi ses om en vecka och tva dagar, (for en viss person endast en dag)!!!

Besos Elvira!

Hotels!

Right now I'm planning the first day in Sweden with my boyfriend, really makes me looking forward to going back home!!

Spain are having holidays right now and I have no idea when I'm suppose to work! Acctually I just hope that I can go out tonight. Because this weekend wasn't all that I was hoping for. It was to short!

I just went christmas shopping and then we went for IKEA and then party!!

Well, I nerver feel that I have the time for this blog thing but maybe I'll write something about my life later inte tha week..

Besos Elvira!

Plans..

I have a lot I want to write, but as usual just no time.

Last week was a hell, and right now I'm just wanna go home. I was lying in bed throwing up and thought that I was going to die.. Well you all know that illnes. Do I have to say anymore? But I still have 2 more weekends and I have to do something good about them :D

So I will!

Will write again soon!

Besos Elvira!