måndag 21 december 2009

"Home"

Back in Sweden, and nothing could feel more strange. Am I home? Is this home? Sitting in my own home talking about my home. But it´s two different homes and I will never let any of them go. Bilbao is missed already! It´s just such a different life, and I thought that I will be that person I became there when I come back but I just can´t life is to normal here.

So here I am waiting for christmas.. After a long day of travelling since both of my flights were really delayed, one night at Gothia Towers, a perfect day with my love in Göteborg with Liseberg and some shopping, meeting a lot of friends, some "Fika" and a new cellphone!!! (but still life isn´t perfect).

I know I can´t handle this for to long.. I need to go. I need to find home, for real! I hate this I´m back to "normal" and nothings ever happends then...

The plane took off and my love went with it.
The chilly wind whipped my both cheeks hard.
And the man next to me said 'Everything is gonna be alright'.
I said 'Nothing is gonna be alright, but thank you anyway'.
And then I saw your face in the airplane window.
I waved my hands and I shouted to you:

Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you Tonight tonight tonight tonight
I wanna be with you tonight



Os echo de menos!!!!

Besos Elvira!

onsdag 16 december 2009

Walking in a winter wonderland!

So here it is, the feeling I'm been waiting for so long. On sunday (on Lucia) I went to Vitoria with Finn. He's just always there for me... Everyone else what aslepp. We were walking around and finally we decided to head of to a cafe with glasses all around. It was like sitting outsing and then suddenly it startedt to... SNOW! They were playing christmas songs and it snowed, and I think that was exactly like being in heaven! I just love Vitoria!

So no I have two nights left, only two. And then, P finally booked the hotel in Göteborg so I won't be home until saturday evening, but then I'll really be home.

No I just have a few more things to pack, and tonight I'm having a dinner with more or less all my friends. Thursday evening I'll spend with the family and that's it.

Happy Birthday Jane, we are thinking about you! :)

Besos Elvira!

fredag 11 december 2009

So here we are at last!

My last weekend is here, and I really hope it will be great. It full of plans and things I wanna do before I leave and on sunday is it Lucia (a swedish tradition)so I hope we will celebrate it :) I have glogg!! It will be great!

I have one, only one more week, this is the time when you just feel that to day could be the day, my bag is prepared with all the things I won't use here anymore but still want`s to bring and with some christmas gifts ofcourse.

It hurts so much but everything is going to be alright!
I don't wanna leave you guys but still I wanna go home.


And btw it wasn't "la gripe A" just the fever.. But still if I'm having the fever now, I could just die ;)..

7 days!

Besos Elvira!

torsdag 10 december 2009

Gripe A!

Dags for lite svenska tror jag. Igar sabbades alla mina planer nar pojken an en gang var sjuk och jag fick ga och hamta honom pa dagis. Han har nu ganska sa hog feber och mamman berattade att tva av de andra barnen pa dagis ligger pa sjukhuset med influensan. Hoppas verkligen inte att han har smittats. Och hoppas verkligen inte jag har smittats. Jag vill inte ha nagon mer av deras ackliga sjukdomar och speciellt inte min sista helg.

Har aven examen pa mandag och kanner att jag inte kommer att klara den. Nar har jag tankt att jag ska plugga?? Det finns ingen tid. I helgen vill jag bara chilla, festa, dansa, och kanske ta mig en liten tur nagonstans. Bilbao livet lider mot sitt slut. Och nar vi var ute i mandagsnatt sa gjorde det sa ont i mig varje gang vi delade nagot internt. Vem ska forsta mig dar hemma?

Forresten nar jag var i Algorta for nagra veckor sedan traffade vi en sjukt konstig gubbe. Efter ett tagsa insag han att jag var fran Sverige och da borjade han att prata Svenska. Dar hade han bott, i Stockholm och sedan hade han flyttat ner till Danmark och spleat i Jesus Christ Superstar. Weirdo, var vad det var och jag har en dalig bild pa honom i min mobil med. Det blir till att visa er nagon dag!

Jag har manga saker jag glomt att beratta om men de far kanske sparas i mitt minne. Tror inte riktigt ni forstar det roliga i att bestalla un corazon blanco och expiditen tittar konstigt pa dig och fragar "¿una plamera de coco?" jupp var det inte det jag sa. Nej jag tankte val det ni forstar inte.

Forresten var jag och Angelica upp i bergen i helgen, som forovrigt var en riktigt lang helg, som garna hade fatt vara langre. Det var tufft att se hela Bilbao pa en och samma gang! Nu sitter jag mest bara och deppar for att jag inte kan ta mig in pa Msn och ingen ar inne pa Skype. Skit ocksa min enda timme vid datorn!

P, hur gar det?

Ha en bra dag och en bra tid, vi ses om en vecka och tva dagar, (for en viss person endast en dag)!!!

Besos Elvira!

måndag 7 december 2009

Hotels!

Right now I'm planning the first day in Sweden with my boyfriend, really makes me looking forward to going back home!!

Spain are having holidays right now and I have no idea when I'm suppose to work! Acctually I just hope that I can go out tonight. Because this weekend wasn't all that I was hoping for. It was to short!

I just went christmas shopping and then we went for IKEA and then party!!

Well, I nerver feel that I have the time for this blog thing but maybe I'll write something about my life later inte tha week..

Besos Elvira!

torsdag 3 december 2009

Plans..

I have a lot I want to write, but as usual just no time.

Last week was a hell, and right now I'm just wanna go home. I was lying in bed throwing up and thought that I was going to die.. Well you all know that illnes. Do I have to say anymore? But I still have 2 more weekends and I have to do something good about them :D

So I will!

Will write again soon!

Besos Elvira!

tisdag 24 november 2009

Broken camera and Superman!

This weekend was great but it was too normal for me. On friday I first went to Guggenheim (and okey that's touristic but I had to see it) and later I went to a disco in Barakaldo with only spanish people and really told one of them that I'm from Bilbao. Don't think he belived me with that blond hair though.

On saturday I met an au-pair who arriwed to Bilbao ten days ago. We had a fun time and met up with the Jane gang for Italian food! I know eat at resturant is the only think I do. It's my thing now ;) Then I left them all to meet Angelica and we hang out for a while and then she went to that stupid fotball game between Athletic Bilbao and Barcelona. Haha. Well at night I met Nagore and Angelica and we went to the standard place Da Vinci.. To much people though so we just went from one disco to another, acctually we went to all discos in a whole street.. Hehe! Well it was fun If I only could stop being so tired.

Sunday was Daniles first birthday! And I bought him a Superman pyjams and H&M! And he is so cute in that. Me GG, D and I, went to Algorta in the morning and then we went home, ate lunch and prepared the cake! And ate it ofcourse! I have really cute pictures in my cellphone from the birthday! And yes...

Here will be a perfect place to tell you about the subtitle, my CAMERA IS BROKEN. I broke the objectiv. And I told the girl not to play with it to wild so many time because it's so expensive and not a toy, and in the end I broke it myself ofcourse. But that's better. Now I'm just mad at myself. So.. I will try to fix it when I come home but until then it just have to do with the cellphone. I also hope that my bad battery camera will arrive from Sweden pretty soon! Bad, bad me!

So today I'm free until seven so I will go to class and then meet up with Angelica for a while, then I think I will be the good girl and clean a bit! They have the vaccum cleaner now! Wooho! So I won't clean like an obsest when I come home. Sorry mum!


Och sa till sist lite svenska! Haha! Igar traffade jag en advokat, jag satt i mote med en advokat, lilla jag.. Det ar sant trubbel man kan raka ut for nar man ar au-pair och hamnar i en skilsmasso familj. Men inte tror jag att jag var till sa stor hjalp, for sa inte sa mycket. Aldrig att jag tanker tjalla pa ngn av dem. Jag tanker inte vara en del i deras skilsmassa. Inte min grej ;) Aven om mamman var sjukt elak i lordags och skallde ut mig for, jag vet inte vad. Kanske av avundsjuka.

Men, men.. Det ar 20 grader varmt och en manad kvar till julafton.. Min fraga ar var ar snon och kommer julen nagonsin hit? Just nu ser det mest bara lustigt ut med granar, tomar och pepparkaksgubbar overallt! De har ju inte ens pepparkakor har sa jag undrar vad de kallar dem.

This was a long but.. hmm, enjoy!

Besos Elvira!

onsdag 18 november 2009

ett, tva, tre, svensk!

Jag har varit i Salamanca!!!!! Kanske aldrig har gjort nagon viktigare resa, kanske aldrig nagonsin mer kommer bli sa lycklig av en overraskning! Aldrig har nagon gett mig en sadan overraskning forut. Sa har traffat alla de dar spanjorerna som ar sa viktiga for mitt hjarta. Resulterade i en hel del tarar men, det far man val ta!

Kanske inte sag sa mycket av vad en turist brukar se i en stad. Men jag var lycklig av att inte gora nagonting med dom. Det spelade ingen roll vad vi gjorde. Och min pyjamas luktade spanjor nar jag kom hem! Lycka! Ett, tva, tre, spanjor i hogklass!

Har aven borjat spana pa en ny plan for varen har nu ungefar tre fyra olika, sa vi far se vad jag valjer. Skulle vara ganska mycket roligare om ngn skulle vilja haka pa... Men Skara ar tydligen staden for er! Haha

Tycker att det ar daligt med kommentarer ocksa.. Besviken alltsa ;) Folk borde vara lite mer aktiva i livet!

Besos Elvira!

fredag 13 november 2009

Salamanca!

Salamanca is good everyone! Gooooood! I've been seeing the astonaut and the frog now and I can actually speak to everyone now a days! I've met Bea, Irene, Bea, Lucia, Alejandro y Maria. And.. Angel is here over the weekend, that's so nice!

Well, we just finished eating and it's more or less 24.00!

¡Vamos! ¿No?

¡Besos Elvira!

torsdag 12 november 2009

Termometer!

Irati is now able to speak Swedish! At least she knows how to say "termometer", well I know it's more or less the same in spanish but anyway. The think is we learn from eachother and it's good!

I forgot to tell you that I made chocolate balls one day and the dad and Irati loved them! I knew it. I loved them too ofcourse. But it was expensive chocolate balls. I have to cross half of the town to find the ingredients and how expensive can "copas de avenas, havregryn" be?! (What's that in english?)

Another nice thing that made me feel life was that it wasn't raining yesterday so after a meeting with the Hemingways during their break I decided to rent a bike and I biked all the way to Deusto, listening to music! When you hear like barbarbaa heyhey hey, Det ar tuffa tider for en del, for en drommare... And a lots of other music and you know that you can sing it out loud because no one will understand you anyway.. Life!

Tomorrow I will go to Salamnca at 9:15 and tonight I was dreaming that I missed a flight so I'm so worried that I will miss the buss now. I'm supposed to work until 8.40 so this can be stressful. And I also don't know what to pack, they say that it's so cold there... Well at least I'm looking forward to it!


And no something a bit intern, but for you who understands! Jane´s birthday is on 16 december! And we have to celebrate it even if I have my exam on 17 and go home on 18 and will have so much things to do! We have to celebrate it!

And... I borrowed "Pride and Prejudice" and I will really try to read it. Let's start that book circle now! Jane would love that!

And... I will go to school today and I did my homeworks really good (with a little help from the mum)! And there's to many and now so let's not write any more. Ehm?!

"Damé mas quiero mas siempre mas quiero mucho mas"

¡Besos Elvira!

tisdag 10 november 2009

I'm feeling good!

You know how I feel! I'm back listening on my iPod with music from 2006, oh I just feeling good! I'm in Deusto and will soon switch libary trying to get in to the university libary.

Last sunday I booked a ticet to Salamnca so on friday I'm going to visit Betriz and Irene! It will take me 6 hours to get there but it will be wotrt it.

Well I thought that I couldn't get home even later then 7 a party night...Wrong! Last saturday with Angelica was so awesome! We came home around eight after partying with some guys on a bachelor party! Haha!

I'm in a rush so.. Have a great time!

Besos Elvira!

onsdag 4 november 2009

One year!

Today I'm celebrating one year with pierced ears. Everyday you have to celebrate something it makes life so much funnier. :) Even if it also makes time run by so quick and now there's only like five or six weeks left here. There is so many things I haven't done yet..

Yesterday I was running!! Can you belive it? I can't, P you should be proud of me. I was feeling so fat after all thoose swedish cookies so I guess that's why.

Well now I'm on my way to meet someone in Casco Viejo, I wrote someone beacuse I acctually don't know who it is, but some au-pair! It will be fun :D

Besito! Elvira!

tisdag 3 november 2009

31th of october!

Let me tell you about the 31th of october, Halloween. It was last saturday it was a wonderful day or acctually it was a wonderful weekend. But saturday, after been sleeping three hours after a really fun night with my spanish friends I went up at ten for the beach. So there I was on the metro, alone, nowing that it was 27 degrees outside and soon I would enjoy it! More or less alone realxing on the beach for 3 hours, made me feel so much better I really loved my life. After I went all the way back with the metro to change line (I needed to go to the other side of the river). I went to Barakaldo, and everyone here knows that I've been talking about this for so long. IKEA!! I didn't even we to see the funitures only the food. Haha. I bought food for 30 euros and then I also ate some lunch. ¡Que rico!

I spent the eving in Kristianas apartment getting ready for the Halloween party (and gosh I was tired). But I ended up as Marilyn Moonroe and then we went to the Picasso place :) Had a great time there even if we didn't have the decoration haha. But I just couldn't go out that night. It was too much for me. But this was the best Halloween of my life, imagine Halloween with 27 degrees and the sun :D I looove it!

Sunday I spent at the american school`s Halloween party, where I brought meatballs and "knackebrod" (don't know that in english, sorry). It was really interesting. But when I went home I couldn't do anything else then sleep. One of my best weekends for sure. Can't describe it any other way!

torsdag 29 oktober 2009

Halloween on Saturday!

Well, here's my plan! I'm 99% sure of that I'll come home on christmas and will stay for maybe 4 weeks or something. Then I will try to find something else to do in Spain, in the south of Spain I think and if I don't I might just do a scandinavian trip because we all love Scandinavia! Any one wanna come?

Now since I decided that I will go home in christmas time's running by more quick and I feel more calm! Really like it here even if I have problems with the family now and then. But still, it hit me today. How am I supposed to live with out you? I will miss my friends so much but I know that's a chapter that will be over in december because nothing will be the same here in january, maybe Guggenheim will still be here, but anyway. Never go to the door of Mar again, never go into Hemingway and just be and never hang out in the Picasso place... And never eat any more!! haha.. We still have some more weeks to spend at that's to good to be true!

Today I have class again and last time I was looking forward to the class the teacher more or less crossed my heart into pices but last tuesday was much better and we were just 4 persons since no one ever comes to the classes anymore.. but that's better for me.

So Halloween! I'm really looking forward to it, so maybe it will just be a disaster. We will have a big party at the Picasso place I think and everyone is invaited. First me and Agnes is planning to go to the beach since we now have around 26 again! Sunny days. So my new jacket and my gloves and hat that I recived from my parents have to wait for me in the warddrobe.

Hope I can write again soon!

Besos Elvira!

torsdag 22 oktober 2009

Thank's!

This will be really quick but I just want to say thank's.. Thank you Emma because I don't think that I've done that. It's not because of me the blog looks so pretty it's because of her! So your'e the best!

And she also helped me with the comment thing so everyone who want's to comment now can comment. If there's anyone...

And... I also found Primark so I will definetly go there pretty soon. Yesterday I went to Gernika, to the peace museum just like that because me and Mar bumped in to the school people on the street. That's the cool thing about this town. It's big but you can always just bump in to people. :D

Now school :D Wiiihoo!

Un beso!

tisdag 20 oktober 2009

Lite galet.

Saker och ting gar lite galet har.. Pa gott och ont. Pa helgerna skapar jag manga fina galna minnen med mina vanner och under veckorna ar allt bara galet. Mest negativt da dock.

Just nu ar laget sa har. Jag sitter mitt emellan en skilsmassa och det kanns ju sadar. Letade efter nya familjer och gor det fortfarande men har insett att kanske kommer jag hem for gatt i december. Eller jag tanker resa till varen med men kanske inte just till Bilbao. Jag kanske kommer att forlora 4000 pa universitetet for en kurs jag aldrig kommer lasa men varre an sa blir det inte och jag tror jag klarar de. Men... Jag behover verkligen ngn som kommer hit och halsar pa mig i host. For det forsta saknar jag en massa personer hemma som jag vill traffa. NU! Och for det andra sa maste ngn ta med sig alla mina sommarklader hem om jag ska fa med mig allt. Aldrig att jag tanker slanga mina nya klader.

Sa mycket hander om natterna har. Utan att ngn ar vaken.
Det ar det jag inte kan forsta.
Plotsligt har nagon en flickvan och en annan ar alkolist.

Screw them all!

Besos Elvira!

P.S Aven om det verkar som jag hatar livet har sa ar det egentligen tvartom och jag ar sa sjukt glad for mina underbara nya vanner! D.S

söndag 11 oktober 2009

12 of october!

That's Spains national day! Good to know, right? So we are planning to party one :)more time. I'm feeling so bad, but what can I do!!

Our places

The indian resturant
Coffe Break <3
Fresh Co

Our own piso?

Besos Elvira

fredag 9 oktober 2009

Fredag och Höst!

Nu står vi återigen med fötterna på jorden och det är fredag! Dags att göra någonting åt det! Dessutom har vi här i Spanien långhelg! Det är någon högtidsdag på måndag. I Sverige med? Inte vad jag kan minnas! Det blir nog fest! Jag hoppas att folket är med på det i alla fall. Igår bangade alla ur och så även jag. Men nu nu känner jag mig redo.

Hösten är här! Igår hade vi en massaregnskurar och temperaturen skönk från sköna 30 graders värmen till 19!! Idag vet jag inte. En aning bättre skulle jag tro. Och situationen med familjen den är som den är. Med Irati vad med och simmade igår. Jippi. Äntligen slapp man stå där som ett fån så jag och GG gick till en bar och drack kaffe. :) Dock denna mormorn. Jag dör alltså. Om jag får säga det själv så gör hon bara livet mer komplicerat för sin dotter att hjälpa genom att passa D hela eftermiddagen genom att han får sova och äta mellanmål jätte sent vilket självklart resulterar i att han är vaken hela natten, hur kul tror ni det är för en utmattad mamma och för en utmattad Elvira som även hon får lyssna på gallskrik. Desstom har min ekonomi blivit sämre pga henne. Eftersom jag inte gör lika mycket saker får jag inte heller lika mycket betalt. Okej förut var ganska högt för att vara här i Spanien men nu... Lågt!

Tror att jag kanske ska ta och låna en cykel idag eller åtminstone försöka låna en! Det regnar inte i alla fall!

Hoppas alla ni där hemma har det bra, tänker på er och saknar er!

3 år och 1 månad. P min skatt, var är du?

Besos Elvira

torsdag 8 oktober 2009

Back to school!

I`m at the libary because it`s thursday and the dad always have the internet thing on thursdays. Anyway I will go to school soon for two hours of spanish classes. Really hope we will do anything today. Yesterday I borrowed a teenager book in spanish. Oh, I will die.. But I have to get through it since I really want to be a good spansih speaker. It`s hard work.

This afternoon Irati will go to the swimming pool like every tuesday and thursday. Exciting. I just realized I can`t write I for Irati. I will find something else.. Maybe G because her mum call her gato (cat).

So off I go!

Besos Elvira

fredag 2 oktober 2009

Saker!

Det finns ett antal saker i detta huset som jag har väldigt svårt att acceptera, men eftersom det verkar som att jag blir kvar ett litet tag till så får jag helt enkelt vänja mig. Den första saken är att det inte har någon ugn. Jag som inte ens brukar använda en ugn saknar en ugn. Den andra saken är att tvättmaskinen sitter där diskmaskinen ska vara, så det tog mig två veckor att inse att de faktiskt har en diskmaskin. Den tredje saken är att de inte äger en dammsugare, jag känner för att dammsuga och jag hatar att städa. Men annars så är väl detta huset som ett alldeles vanligt hus, förutom att det inte är ett hus.


Jag har nu börjat så smått på universitetet och är sjukt glad över att jag hamnade i samma klass som Margrete. Hon har räddat mig flera gånger denna veckan då jag halvt dött av både det ena och det andra. I måndags var jag hemma hos henne och åt mat med hennes familj (som är här och hälsar på), i onsdags var vi på ett museum. Nu är hon nog framme i Madrid och jag är avundsjuk...

Så för mig blir det nog vino y tapas ikväll igen. Utan vinet då. Och sedan kanske jag drar vidare till mina spanska vänner!

Jag undrar... Är det ingen som vill hälsa på?

Dags att ta tag i livet!

Besos Elvira!

måndag 28 september 2009

Problems..

Life still goes on. This weekend I`ve been out twice without drinking. On friday I went for wine and tapas with my friends from school and at saturday I went out with three girls from spain. At saturday I`ve also went to San Sebastian, it was a lovely place I can`t say anything else. But I don`t feel that it`s better then Bilbao. Maybe in the summer.

Yesterday I went to the cinema and... Yeay! It was... scary!

I don`t feel that I`m improving spanish though, last week gave me a lot, but in the afternoon I`ve been speaking english, most of the people I meet are from German, US or UK. But well, I will start at Deusto university tomorrow, looking forward to it! Have big problems with the family now, problems that I can`t explain here. Will try to find a new one, so if anyone knows a family in Bilbao who needs help, please help me!!

Tonight I will have a coffe with Margrete, she`s at the beach now. (ooh why didn`t I go?!) well, insted I did some important things you have to do when someone kicks you out of the house...

I wish my mum all luck tomorrow, I don`t know how I will pass the test. I`m only will be thinking of you! Love you and miss you <3

Take care everyone!

Besos Elvira

fredag 25 september 2009

First time at the doctor.

The thing is, I never go to the doctor, I thougt! In Sweden, never... But yesterday I rellay had to and was my second time there. Once with D and yesterday it was my time. GG went with me as I don`t understand everything they are saying (I don`t think I would in swedish either). So now I have like three different drugs, and I have to take a lot of them everyday, it`s more then you have P! So no drinking for me!

I went to the dinner with some friends last night, one are going home today (it was the first time I met him but I knew some else). It was a really fancy resturant and I really loved the food! But today I`m tired and I haven`t done my homework, so it`s time because school start in 15 minutes or something.

Have a great day!

Besos Elvira!

torsdag 24 september 2009

That really hurts.

Yesterday I was bitten of what I thought is a tàbano (at least that is the name in spanish, "broms" in swedish. My leg feels like two, it`s so big and it really hurts. Maybe there will be a visit to the doctor today... And you know me, I never go there.

Except that I was bitten yesterday, the day went by fine! We went to three different parks and in the evning Gloria took the children to a bar with some friends so I have an hour off! Good! And tonight... Let`s wait and see!

From now on I will cut the names of a bit.

I - Irati
D - Daniel
GG - Gloria
GO - Genar


And if I ever write a P it`s my lovely boyfriend!

Take care everyone!

Besos Elvira!

onsdag 23 september 2009

Happy time :)

The days passing by more quicly now since I started the school. I`m busy all day, but I like it! Right now I feel that I can do anything, this is the new me and I`m happy about it! So you, stop complainig about my trip, just because your´e boring..

Yesterday was such a good day! And today will be too, I`m sure. This is the life everyone should live, follow your dreams.

Besos Elvira!

tisdag 22 september 2009

Skilsmassobarn!

Tyvarr hade jag inget internet igar eftersom pappan har det. Sa for er som satt innerligt och vanta pa mig igar kvall, Forlat. Jag kanske kommer in ikvall. Igar var en bra dag, forutom att Irati var ett totalt kaos. Men jag forstar henne. Detta kan inte vara latt. For nagon.

Nu ska jag ga annu en dag i skolan!

Besos Elvira!

måndag 21 september 2009

School time!

Good morning everyone! Hope you slept well, I know I did but to shortley... Gosh, I`m tired. Right now I`m at the Hemingway school to practise spanish every day this week. Good, I really need it, and 1th of october I will begin at Duesto university!

I miss you all at home, hope you understand that! Love you and you are on my mind every second. I want someone to visit me please!! I want to show you everything here.

Besos Elvira!

lördag 19 september 2009

Att Kommentera!

Att kommentera bloggar på denna sida har visat sig vara väldigt svårt, jag vet faktiskt inte själv hur man gör. Men för ersom vill kommentera så får ni väl försöka trixa lite med ala de där kontona i alla fall tills jag förstår hur man gör själv. Man kan skapa ett google konto men jag tror det innebär att skapar en blogg också men det kanske vore dags för vissa?! :)

Jag gillar familjen <3, för det mesta typ 90% av tiden och jag är ledsen om ni mest får höra om de andra 10% men de är de som är jobbiga och som jag behöver diskutera med någon.

Förresten förra inlägget, stämmer typ inte alls. Det blev ingen fredagslass, jag blev inte ensam... Ja, ja spanjorer. Aldrig varit här? Dags att komma hit! Ikväll tror jag det blir utgång med en människa jag sa hej till förra helgen.. Öööh rädd ja, men chansar man inget vinner man inget.

Besos Elvira!

fredag 18 september 2009

När ensamheten svider som värst.


Ben and Jerry <3

Hej svenskar! Jag har inte glömt svenskan och förhoppningsvis kommer jag inte göra det heller. Som vanligt när jag försöker mig på ett blogginlägg så har jag ganska bråttom. Ska om 40 minuter hämta Irati vid busshållsplatsen, och jag har glömt att äta. Idag är det väligt dåligt väder, ösregn. Jag ska vara ensam hela helgen och bävar verkligen för det. Jag hatar att vara ensam. Kom att tänka på att om jag blir sjuk eller så, jag har verkligen ingen att gå till här. Hjälp...

Egentligen skulle jag till ett diskotek ikväll med en släkting till familjen som är i min ålder, men eftersom det regnar så mycket så har de lagt ner det. Kanske att det är bättre väder imorgon. Så istället för att försöka leta vänner idag så ska jag kanske dra mig till Ben and Jerry kiosken för min fredagsglass. Egentligen är det dyrt och efter att ha anmält mig till sjukt dyra spanska kurser skulle det vara bättre att spara, men en liten glass är jag värd. Vi får se. Här upp kan ni i alla fall se förra veckans inköp i favorit kiosken!

Har även vart på bibloteket och lånat en film och en bok på engelska, om det är fint väder imorgon tar jag med mig boken och letar upp någon trevlig park.

Saknar alla där hemma väldigt mycket, saknar att inte ha någon att berätta om mina upplevelser, shoppingrunder och problem med. Nu vet jag hur det känns att vara ensam men förhoppningsvis blir det bättre på måndag! Då ska jag börja skolan!

Dags för att ta på sig regnjackan och dra sig ut, men hörrni just nu tror jag inte det regnar mer!

Ha det bäst! Besos Elvira!

onsdag 16 september 2009

I´m alive everyone!

Here´s a quick update on english because I´m at the libary right now and it´s hard to write in swedish here. I´m alive, but I miss home very much. I miss you all, that´s for sure.

Last weekend we went to Laredo, the beach! It was lovely.
Today I will try do find a school were I can studdy spanish.
I really need to start the school now. I didn´t know it´s possible to miss school this much.

I will write in swedish one day, I don´t want to forget my own language!

And... Congratulations P, your´re the best and I love you!

onsdag 9 september 2009

Internet!

I'm in Spain! Or I've been here excatly a week now but I didn't have internet on my computer. I'm really tired right now. Just wanted to tell you that I'm alright and I love it here. Thank's to Genar how fixed interet today! I'm so happy!

Today my boyfriend and I are celebrating our 3 years together, I'm so sorry I couldn't be home. But I love you, and I always will!

I've also been shopping a bit.

Tooo tired!!

Besos Elvira

söndag 30 augusti 2009

My last week in Sweden!

Yesterday I went to the neighbour town on a foodfestival. It's THE Festival because that's where I met my lovely boyfriend three years ago. It was a great night! And I ate a lot ;)

Today I went up early for church! I loved to meet all "my" lovely children again. I will miss them a lot. I've also got to carry the cross :) I wish Amanda all luck. She will be me this year. Haha! I know you will have a great time. On tuesday I will go to my old work for one last goodbye! Love them <3

I'm looking forward to improve in both spanish and english. I really need it! So on wednesday I will go from Skara at maybe 06.30 (I still don't know this am and pm. Hate that) hopefully someone else will drive, I will be so tired. My mum and dad will come with me to Göteborg! After a few hours in London I finally will arrive in Bilbao at 21.15! Puuh that will be a long day!

Have a great week everybody, I'll try :)

Besos a mis amigos!! Te quiero!

söndag 23 augusti 2009

10 days left!

I have start counting the days. In 10 days I'm on my second hour in Bilbao. If everything goes as the plans. The days passing by and I've spent another great day with Guada, been travelling, finished my work for this summer and already said goodbye to people who are moving. Now it's time to get ready I have to many things left. I need some help over here! Please!

Start listening to spanish music again.
I'm now a member on www.tuenti.com

I'm so spanish!! ;)

Besos // Elvira

söndag 2 augusti 2009

Guada!


Yesterday I met a friend from Spain, who is living with another friend here in Sweden. It made me want to go to Spain even more but it also made me realazied that my spanish isn't what it used to be... I really have to practise, a lot!

He tenido un tarde bien contigo Guada, Gracias!

Maybe I'm so wrong, it can't be any worse at least!

Take care // Elvira

lördag 1 augusti 2009

Welcome!

Welcome to my new blogg! It's a blogg where I will write about my life in Spain, Bilbao!

I'm Elvira from Sweden and today it's almost a month until I'm leaving I'm really excited. Everything feels great and if it wasn't for my family and friends at home I would be glad if I could leave today!

We will meet again! // Elvira